angelic devil
i have came to terms with my 2 personalities rather long time ago.
the sweet naive innocent gullible angel.
and the darker inner devil.
the former brings love and joy to people around me.
she seeks to make others happy, feel loved and warm.
she trust without any reservation. she is awfully honest for her own good.
she gives unselfishly. but ultimately utterly stupid. easily cheated. brains not included.
the latter is very protective.
she is dark and cautious.throws very frank but pessimistic opinions.
she protects her self interest before those of others. highly rational.
decisions she makes are very hurting to those around me in return.
often than not, i am in constant battle with the 2 personas.
having to keep them in control, not let either one override me.
had at different times let a different one be in driver seat, both results were catastrophic.
so i have learnt to listen to them, respect their advice then make my own decisions.
this is Veen speaking.
Veen is tired. Veen wants to sleep but she has work to do!
Should everything else all fail, look at Christ for guidance. Pray without cease.
He will lead you out of everything because he loves you. Let yourself be redeemed.
posted by Veen @ 11:04
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